OMG I totally get why she's feeling guilty about making that documentary 
it's like, you're trying to cope with a hard time but then you realize it's actually making things worse 
and now she's realizing that maybe she needs to step back and prioritize her mental health instead of using work as an escape 
I think it's super brave of her to acknowledge this about herself and try to make changes 
we should all be supporting each other in taking care of our mental wellbeing, not just pushing through like a robot 
it's like, you're trying to cope with a hard time but then you realize it's actually making things worse and now she's realizing that maybe she needs to step back and prioritize her mental health instead of using work as an escape I think it's super brave of her to acknowledge this about herself and try to make changes we should all be supporting each other in taking care of our mental wellbeing, not just pushing through like a robot