Four Months and Forty Hours Later: My Epic Battle with 2025's Most Difficult Video Game
My life has been a constant battle against pain, a nemesis that has left me feeling drained, defeated, and desperate for answers. Diagnosed with brachial neuritis, inflammation of the nerve path that travels from the base of my neck to my hand, I was told it usually gets better in about one to three years. But as I lay here, surrounded by the echoes of my own suffering, I couldn't help but feel a sense of desperation creeping in.
That's when I saw it - Silksong, the highly anticipated follow-up to Hollow Knight. A game that had been years in the making, and yet, its release date remained shrouded in mystery. A game that promised an atmospheric and enticingly challenging experience, one that I desperately needed to escape into.
As I began to play, I realized that Silksong was not just a game - it was a journey through the depths of my own pain. A world where bugs had been poisoned by some unknown force, and the only way to survive was to navigate through treacherous landscapes, avoiding deadly traps and hostile creatures at every turn.
The journey was grueling, with battles that left me feeling drained and defeated. But I persisted, driven by a sense of determination and resolve. And as I played on, I began to realize that Silksong was not just about overcoming adversity - it was about learning to live with pain.
I had to play the game slowly, taking breaks when my hand would throb in agony. I had to read up on modern pain science, learning about the brain's danger signals and the importance of acknowledging pain. And as I did so, I began to understand that overcoming pain was not about pushing through - it was about modifying my life around it.
After four months and forty hours of playing Silksong, I have done almost everything there is to do in Pharloom. But more importantly, I have learned a valuable lesson - one that I will carry with me for the rest of my life. The lesson that pain is not something to be overcome, but rather something to be acknowledged and worked around.
As I face the final boss, I am filled with a sense of determination and resolve. Not because I want to win - but because I know that I have learned to live with my pain. And in doing so, I have found a newfound appreciation for the game, and for myself.
Silksong is not just a game - it's a journey through the depths of human suffering. A reminder that pain is not something to be feared or overcome - but rather something to be acknowledged and worked around. And as I embark on this final battle, I am filled with a sense of hope - a sense that one day, I will emerge victorious, not because I have overcome my pain - but because I have learned to live with it.
My life has been a constant battle against pain, a nemesis that has left me feeling drained, defeated, and desperate for answers. Diagnosed with brachial neuritis, inflammation of the nerve path that travels from the base of my neck to my hand, I was told it usually gets better in about one to three years. But as I lay here, surrounded by the echoes of my own suffering, I couldn't help but feel a sense of desperation creeping in.
That's when I saw it - Silksong, the highly anticipated follow-up to Hollow Knight. A game that had been years in the making, and yet, its release date remained shrouded in mystery. A game that promised an atmospheric and enticingly challenging experience, one that I desperately needed to escape into.
As I began to play, I realized that Silksong was not just a game - it was a journey through the depths of my own pain. A world where bugs had been poisoned by some unknown force, and the only way to survive was to navigate through treacherous landscapes, avoiding deadly traps and hostile creatures at every turn.
The journey was grueling, with battles that left me feeling drained and defeated. But I persisted, driven by a sense of determination and resolve. And as I played on, I began to realize that Silksong was not just about overcoming adversity - it was about learning to live with pain.
I had to play the game slowly, taking breaks when my hand would throb in agony. I had to read up on modern pain science, learning about the brain's danger signals and the importance of acknowledging pain. And as I did so, I began to understand that overcoming pain was not about pushing through - it was about modifying my life around it.
After four months and forty hours of playing Silksong, I have done almost everything there is to do in Pharloom. But more importantly, I have learned a valuable lesson - one that I will carry with me for the rest of my life. The lesson that pain is not something to be overcome, but rather something to be acknowledged and worked around.
As I face the final boss, I am filled with a sense of determination and resolve. Not because I want to win - but because I know that I have learned to live with my pain. And in doing so, I have found a newfound appreciation for the game, and for myself.
Silksong is not just a game - it's a journey through the depths of human suffering. A reminder that pain is not something to be feared or overcome - but rather something to be acknowledged and worked around. And as I embark on this final battle, I am filled with a sense of hope - a sense that one day, I will emerge victorious, not because I have overcome my pain - but because I have learned to live with it.