Four months and 40 hours later: my epic battle with 2025's most difficult video game

The Suffering of Silksong: How Video Games Helped Me Find Solace in Pain

For months, I've been stuck in a battle that's both literal and metaphorical. Silksong, the latest installment in Team Cherry's Hollow Knight series, is a game that's pushed my limits in ways I never thought possible. With its punishing difficulty and atmospheric world, it's been a journey of self-discovery and perseverance.

The game takes place in the realm of Pharloom, where the once-great kingdom has fallen into chaos. The player character, Hornet, is a masked spider who must navigate treacherous landscapes, fight off hordes of enemies, and solve complex puzzles to uncover the secrets behind Pharloom's downfall. It's a journey that feels like a pilgrimage – one that takes me through dark caverns, abandoned temples, and treacherous mountain ranges.

But as I play Silksong, I'm reminded that there's more to gaming than just winning or losing. There's a world of suffering and pain that we all face at some point in our lives. And it's exactly this aspect of the game that has resonated with me.

My own life hasn't been easy lately. I've been struggling with chronic pain, which has made everyday tasks feel like climbing mountains. But as I played Silksong, I began to realize that there's a different way to approach suffering. Instead of trying to overcome it or find some magical solution, perhaps the goal is simply to learn how to live with it.

The game teaches us that difficult challenges require tenacity and resilience. We must keep throwing ourselves at problems until we defeat them – but what if the problem isn't just a physical obstacle? What if it's our own mind's way of trying to protect us from pain?

Silksong has shown me that acknowledging pain is the first step to learning to live with it. By observing and acquiescing, my brain might put away its megaphone and learn to listen instead. It's a message that resonates deeply – one that I've been searching for in my own struggles.

Four months and 40 hours into the game, I'm still fighting the final boss. But more importantly, I've learned how to live with my pain. I've realized that there doesn't need to be a point to suffering; it just is what it is. But by working around it – by finding ways to manage it, to adapt to it – we can make our way through.

Silksong has taught me a valuable lesson about the human condition – one that I'll carry with me long after the credits roll. It's a reminder that even in the darkest moments, there is always hope. And sometimes, all it takes is a little bit of courage and determination to find solace in the suffering.
 
I just beat Silksong and gotta say, that game was a wild ride 🤯. I can relate to the struggle, you know? Chronic pain's no joke 😓. But what really resonated with me was how the game made me think about suffering. It's not all about overcoming it or finding a cure, sometimes it's just about learning to live with it 💔. The way Hornet navigates those dark caverns and abandoned temples reminded me that even in the darkest places, there's always a way forward 🌟. And honestly, it gave me hope that I can find a way to manage my pain too 😊. 40 hours of beating that final boss was worth it! 💪
 
just finished watching this thread and i gotta say... the whole "gaming as coping mechanism" thing resonates with me so much 🤯. like, i've been playing games for years but never thought about it that deeply before. makes total sense how silksong could be like a therapy session in video game form 🙏. also feeling you on the pain thing - chronic fatigue has been my bff lately 😴. glad to see someone else is talking about managing it instead of just trying to "overcome" it 💪
 
I JUST PLAYED SILKSONG AND IT WAS LIFE CHANGING 🤯💀!!! I MEAN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME TOUGH TIMES LATELY TOO WITH MY CHRONIC PAIN BUT THIS GAME HAS HELPED ME SEE THINGS FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE. ITS LIKE THE GAME IS TELLING YOU THAT SUFFERING ISNT SOMETHING TO BE AFRAID OF OR SUPRESSED ITS JUST PART OF LIFE SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL GET USED TO IT AND FIND WAYS TO MANAGE IT INSTEAD OF TRYING TO ESCAPE OR OVERCOME IT COMPLETELY. I MEAN THE GAME IS HARD BUT THATS WHAT MAKES IT SO ADDICTIVE AND REWARDING WHEN YOU FINALLY OVERCOME THOSE CHALLENGES IT FEELS LIKE A MAJOR ACCOMPLISHMENT!!!
 
OMG u no how much i relate 2 this game silksong its like my life right now 🤯 chronic pain & anxiety r like this constant battle in my head i dont know how ppl do it lol anyway i think this game is like super deep man u gotta try it its not just about winning or losing its about learning 2 live w/ pain & finding ways 2 manage it & adapt im actually on 4th attempt rn but its okay cuz i'm like learning & growing 🤓
 
I just beat this super hard game called Dark Souls 🎮😅 but I'm still trying to figure out how to get my PC to run smoothly lol... like, why does it take forever to load a single level?! And have you tried to do a 4K resolution on high graphics? Forget about it! 😂 Anyway, back to the game... I've been thinking maybe we should make a list of games that are good for people with chronic pain or something? My friend has fibromyalgia and she's always looking for new games to try 🤔
 
omg u gotta play silksong its like soooo deep 🤯 i feel u on the pain struggle rn been dealin w/ chronic fatigue 4 months straight cant even get thru a day w/o crashin but playin this game has bld me realize dat maybe its not bout overcomin or findin a solushun but jus acceptin & learnin 2 live w/ it u gotta see da game 4 urself 🤔
 
🤔 silksong is such a deep game 🎮. i think what resonates with me most is how it tackles pain and struggle in a really honest way 💔. as someone who's been dealing with chronic pain myself, it's amazing to see how the devs tackled this theme without shying away from it 💪. the gameplay itself is super challenging, but it's not just about winning or losing – it's about finding a way to cope and learn to live with the pain 🌱. i love how the game encourages you to find ways to manage your struggles, rather than trying to overcome them all at once 💡. and honestly, that message has stuck with me long after I finished playing 🙏.
 
just finished playing this hollow knight game silksong 🕷️💔 and i gotta say its been a wild ride my main character hornet is literally just trying to survive in this broken world and it feels so relatable even though we're talking about different stuff 😩 pain and chronic illness can be such a drag, but what struck me was how the game approaches dealing with it instead of finding some magic solution silksong shows us that its not about winning or losing its about learning to live with what we got 🤝 and i think thats something were all struggling with in our own lives
 
😊 I totally get what you mean about Silksong being more than just a game, it's like your own personal therapy session. Chronic pain is such a harsh reality that can feel overwhelming at times 🤕. But I think you're right on the money when you say that sometimes just acknowledging our struggles is the first step to dealing with them. It's like, we don't have to be in control of it all the time, we just gotta learn to coexist 🌎. The way the game makes you feel like you're learning to navigate this treacherous world, I think that's a beautiful metaphor for life itself 🌈. And hey, beating 40 hours into a game is no joke! You must be pretty determined 😄.
 
I gotta disagree with myself on this one... 🤔 I mean, playing video games can be super helpful for people who are going through tough times, like chronic pain or anxiety. It's like a safe space where you can explore your emotions and work through them without having to deal with the real world... 💻

But at the same time, I'm not convinced that it's always the best solution... 🤷‍♀️ I mean, what about when you're just stuck on a game for weeks on end because you can't be bothered to take care of yourself? 🙅‍♂️ It sounds like a recipe for burnout, right?

And then there's the issue of escapism vs. reality... 🌐 Is gaming ever really going to help people confront and overcome their pain, or are we just avoiding it? I don't know, man... maybe Silksong is doing something right and I'm just not getting it 🤷‍♂️
 
Wow 🤯 this game sounds super intense and emotional for you! I'm not really into video games but its cool how Silksong helped you cope with your chronic pain 😊. I feel like life can be really tough sometimes and it's awesome that you're learning to live with it instead of trying to fight it head on 💪. Its also kinda interesting how the game is making you think about your mental state and how to deal with difficult emotions 🤔
 
🤔 this game silksong is literally taking my emotions on a wild ride i mean its so punishingly hard but in a good way? like its pushing me outta my comfort zone & making me feel all these things i've been ignoring 🤷‍♀️ chronic pain is no joke tho but what if gaming can help us find ways to cope with it? the game is like this journey of self-discovery & perseverance 🌟
 
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