Steven Finn, the former English fast bowler, has spoken candidly about his tumultuous career, revealing the emotional toll of never quite fulfilling his immense wicket-taking potential. The 36-year-old had a fine career, playing 126 times for England in three formats and taking 254 wickets, including 125 in Test cricket.
However, Finn's journey was marked by self-doubt, shame, and feelings of inadequacy, particularly after being dropped from the team during the 2013-14 Ashes tour of Australia. The then-coach Ashley Giles' comment that Finn was "not selectable" still haunts him, describing it as "clumsy language" that damaged his confidence.
Finn's struggles with mental health were exacerbated by the pressure to perform and the lack of support from those around him. He has since spoken about how he struggled with depression and anxiety after retiring from cricket, but has found solace in punditry and coaching.
In a recent interview, Finn reflected on his experiences, saying that writing about his struggles had been therapeutic. The book, "The Ashes Files: My Pride and Pain in Cricket's Most Intense Series," is a raw and emotional account of his career, offering a unique insight into the mental games played by professional athletes.
Finn credits Richard Johnson, his former Middlesex bowling coach, with helping him to rebuild his technique and mentality. The two worked together to find solutions to Finn's problems, including a shorter run-up that would help him to generate more pace.
Despite his struggles, Finn remains proud of the resilience he displayed throughout his career. He is also enthusiastic about England's chances of winning the Ashes in the current series, believing that the team has a good balance and a strong sense of unity.
As for his own future, Finn hopes to continue working as a pundit and coach, using his experiences to help young bowlers develop their skills. With a deep understanding of the game and its challenges, Finn is well-equipped to offer valuable insights and guidance to those following in his footsteps.
However, Finn's journey was marked by self-doubt, shame, and feelings of inadequacy, particularly after being dropped from the team during the 2013-14 Ashes tour of Australia. The then-coach Ashley Giles' comment that Finn was "not selectable" still haunts him, describing it as "clumsy language" that damaged his confidence.
Finn's struggles with mental health were exacerbated by the pressure to perform and the lack of support from those around him. He has since spoken about how he struggled with depression and anxiety after retiring from cricket, but has found solace in punditry and coaching.
In a recent interview, Finn reflected on his experiences, saying that writing about his struggles had been therapeutic. The book, "The Ashes Files: My Pride and Pain in Cricket's Most Intense Series," is a raw and emotional account of his career, offering a unique insight into the mental games played by professional athletes.
Finn credits Richard Johnson, his former Middlesex bowling coach, with helping him to rebuild his technique and mentality. The two worked together to find solutions to Finn's problems, including a shorter run-up that would help him to generate more pace.
Despite his struggles, Finn remains proud of the resilience he displayed throughout his career. He is also enthusiastic about England's chances of winning the Ashes in the current series, believing that the team has a good balance and a strong sense of unity.
As for his own future, Finn hopes to continue working as a pundit and coach, using his experiences to help young bowlers develop their skills. With a deep understanding of the game and its challenges, Finn is well-equipped to offer valuable insights and guidance to those following in his footsteps.